Anorexia that led to Bulimia

varietyofmymind: My best friend’s niece…

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 00:12:46 -0800

varietyofmymind:

My best friend’s niece…

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Tue, 20 Nov 2012 00:06:41 -0800

Out of treatment.

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 00:06:31 -0800

60717) I hate mirrors, but I always stare at them. What do people see when they look at me? Do they see my disgusting body and gaunt face and self-hatred? Or maybe, just maybe, do they see someone just a little pretty? Someone worth saving? I'll never know.

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 00:06:00 -0800

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Thu, 02 Aug 2012 13:40:57 -0700

She’s thin, she’s blonde, she says ‘wow’ a lot.

Tue, 29 May 2012 11:10:56 -0700

She’s thin, she’s blonde, she says ‘wow’ a lot.

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Tue, 29 May 2012 11:10:05 -0700

fithealthylife4you: Do u think i had an eating disorder on the...

Tue, 29 May 2012 11:08:46 -0700

fithealthylife4you:

Do u think i had an eating disorder on the right picture or on the left?

BOTH!

It doesn’t matter you’re fat or thin. You can have a eating disorder in both situations. On the right picture i was thinking of food 24/7, but i was thinking 24/7 about food on the left picture too. An eating disorder isn’t about how much you weigh, it’s about what’s happening in your head.

Eating shouldn't have to be this complicated.

Tue, 29 May 2012 11:08:20 -0700

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Tue, 29 May 2012 11:08:03 -0700

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Tue, 29 May 2012 11:07:51 -0700

varietyofmymind: Today, I am remembering my two cousins, Jeremy...

Mon, 28 May 2012 15:34:19 -0700

varietyofmymind:

Today, I am remembering my two cousins, Jeremy & Rick. Who could not be here with our family today. RIP my cousins.

& A special thank you to every man and woman who fight for our freedom everyday.

You all are true heroes. <3

Rest in Peace <3

varietyofmymind: So…Women can marry buildings and themselves,...

Sat, 26 May 2012 21:25:38 -0700

varietyofmymind:

So…Women can marry buildings and themselves, and men can marry pillows…

And gay marriage is looked down upon because it’s not natural?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm…………

That feeling you get...

Fri, 25 May 2012 21:32:07 -0700

varietyofmymind:

After you force out all your food.

Hands damp & cut. Throat soar. But even worse…

When you’ve done it so much lately

And your heart pounds.

Not like seeing you crush pound, but fucking pound pound.

To where you’re scared to even move.

Anxiety is up to ten thousand beats per second.

You might be passing out any second now.

Why do I live for this feeling?

Why is this normal to me?

Sometimes you are your own worst enemy.

Wed, 23 May 2012 12:53:17 -0700

Sometimes you are your own worst enemy.

Day 3!!!

Fri, 11 May 2012 13:37:00 -0700

Binge/Purge FREE!!!

There was a little voice in my head that said to do it today.

But I shut it up!

Went on a walk to the store, and got a bowl of fruit instead :)

I’m going strong!

& Getting a therapist!

Things are looking up for me!

Stay strong everyone! You can do it <3 We can do it together!

I aways wonder how peoples' lives can't not revolve around food.

Wed, 09 May 2012 19:29:00 -0700

Like, how do you do it?

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Wed, 09 May 2012 19:27:01 -0700

An amazing moment.

Tue, 08 May 2012 23:11:00 -0700

An amazing moment. :

varietyofmymind:

My dad knew I was mid-binge.

He knocked on my door and was trying to find ways for me to just stop eating and play a game with him or something. But I couldn’t, what I’d eaten had to come up no matter what. And he finally realized that nothing would stop me at the moment.

He saw the fear and…

Reblog if you're not partying tonight.

Sat, 05 May 2012 20:24:04 -0700

varietyofmymind:

& just sitting on Tumblr alone.

I’d like to know if I’m not the only one.